It was raining
hard…
Im already
wet…
& it
seems that I don’t care! o.O
An aborted “star
gazing” activity was the reason why I got home late and wet. Tiny drops of rain
at first but after how many seconds; it turned out to be a hard one. Me, my
sister and 2 friends decided to start leaving our school like one snap of a
finger that we even didn’t mind the rain. We were walking not fast nor too
slow. I felt the cold flow of the rain
on my face that I can’t wipe because I was holding my heavy bag on top of my
head. My sister handed me my rain coat, wore it and my sister did it as well.
We are now preparing to go home as part of our daily routine. She started the
engine of our motorcycle and I slowly sat behind her while holding some stuffs…
(shoulder bag, ulam & school bag). “Goodbye mom!” we said. This is it! The
rain is still arguing with our faces as we were travelling. The air felt very
cold… I closed my eyes… I prayed… by the time we reached the “kanto”… “I think
it’ll be better if I’ll walk.” I suggested. We were a little bit shocked how
the road was transformed like running water on a river. The only difference is
that the color of it was brown! >.< as soon as my feet touched the
ground, I cant move quick and walk normally. The water seems running fast and
hard that it does not want me to take even a single step. I tried my best. It
was a rocky road to walk with and I cannot see what I am already stepping on. I
just continued walking… my mind was telling me something. Something that
reminded me for those people who were affected by huge floods and different
calamities. “What I am experiencing right now didn’t even reached 1% of what
they have REALLY experienced” my mind was telling. Exactly! I came to think and
thank God for letting me experience this. I admit it was tough for me to
surpass but then I realized its even 10x tougher for those who really
experience the REAL one. I am happy and very thankful that I am experiencing experiences
in life that I should never miss. And this experience of mine is my best
example. It tested my faith and if my fighting spirit really works when it’s
already badly needed. It’s good to be prepared for we never know what God is
planning to give us ahead.
